successful

people say i'm successful... how? i have not done anything great? people say i'm going to be successful...in what way? i set goals...i push myself...i've hurt myself...i've felt pain and heart break...i'm still living...is this what they mean by successful in life?

alone

i go home and cry, and i wish i didnt. i wish i never loved you. i wish you were never in my life. you stabbed my heart and left it in the cold, alone, and bleeding... what did it do so bad that you would torture it so bad and morbedly?

Broken

you left me saying i could do better. you left me because you thought you didnt make me happy. yes you did i was always smiling around you. i just dont know why you couldnt see that. now i just want to curl up in to a ball and hide from the world, hide in the dark and never come out. but i want to show you that i am strong and make you think that i dont need you. but i really do. i wish you would know that.