successful

people say i'm successful... how? i have not done anything great? people say i'm going to be successful...in what way? i set goals...i push myself...i've hurt myself...i've felt pain and heart break...i'm still living...is this what they mean by successful in life?

alone

i go home and cry, and i wish i didnt. i wish i never loved you. i wish you were never in my life. you stabbed my heart and left it in the cold, alone, and bleeding... what did it do so bad that you would torture it so bad and morbedly?

Broken

you left me saying i could do better. you left me because you thought you didnt make me happy. yes you did i was always smiling around you. i just dont know why you couldnt see that. now i just want to curl up in to a ball and hide from the world, hide in the dark and never come out. but i want to show you that i am strong and make you think that i dont need you. but i really do. i wish you would know that.

Halloween

Happy Halloween!! probably one of the best things ever celebrated right next to my birthday cause i'm just that cool!! totally being sarcastic right now!! anyways tonight i go home then i go to get my halloween costume at the legonday Party City! then i'm going to soccer and then back to my house with my boy and family to carve pumpkins!! then going to my bff's house with my boy and some friends to watch some of my scray movies!! i'm not going to lie i am the QUEEN OF HOROR!!! -not being sarcastic here! then saturday going to play my last soccer game of the season then going to six flags with my boy and going to haunted houses then suday hell yah i'm going trick or treating!!!
love,
taylor

life...don't know what number....

ok i was so confused as to why i only had an 88 somethin % in creative writing and last night it hit me!!! because i haven't been blogging!!! son-ofa-gun!! so now i'm trying to remember to do this thing every friday!!
(Sorry for all the grammatical errs!)
love taylor

Life Number 2

perfection...is there such a thing?
who decides if an object or even a person is perfect?
what standards do you have to meet to be considered perfect?
some say perfection exists but they don't know in what or even how.
guys say girls...?  how what makes a certain girl perfect?
her smile?
her eyes?
something, just something....
what is perfection....tell me please!

Other Stuff Number 1

I think that people shouldn't be so judge mental....it feels that's how our society works though. You have to be judge mental and you have to steryo-type. can we figure out another way though? I'm sure people don't have to be mean to each other to go along and have better things. If people were nicer to others I feel that people would be more successful in their lives.

Love Number 1

I love the man in my life...He takes care of me and I don't think I'll ever be able to find another one out there like him!yesturday was our 7th month anniversary=) I never thought that it would be with him that i would have such a long and strong relationship with. I only turned him down 11 times, but I think it makes it even more special knowing that he chased after me for so long, and didn't give up on me. I love him♥

Life Number 1

Mmm where to start!...Well right now life is crazy. Everyone is always living a hecktic life..at least we all think our lives are crazy, but are they really? Ha I spend all of my time doing homework, real work, and soccer practice(s). Yes three practices every night...then I need to find time to see my boy, and hang with my friends and family, but is my life really hecktic? I say so, but others might say it's a piece of cake.